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I met Jozef in July of 2003 for the first time. At that time, I drank and
smoked cigarettes. Now, I know that it was not the fear of alcohol, but the fear
of possession - the condition that I was born with.
My life lay in
ruins. I was in a state of vegetation with no hope for the future. I had
suicidal thoughts as well. At that point, I understood that without the help
from outside I will not get up.On
the first meeting, Jozef asked me if I wanted to stop drinking. I told him that
I did, and when we got back home, Jozef performed certain treatments on me.
From the very next day until today, I haven’t drunk any alcohol or
smoked. I am completely free of any type of addiction. Alcohol and cigarettes
disgust me. After some time, Jozef
offered me becoming a student of his. I agreed, and I bought a CD with his
mediations. I started to work hard.
After first few meditations were
gone, I felt this interior peace. I have not felt such inner peace for a very
long time. The hope for the future came back to me. During the meditations, I
noticed strange thing as far as the music was concerned. The music was loud at one time and very quiet at
another time, it stopped playing just to go again. I started to feel energy on
my whole body. I felt something like that for the first time in my life. There
were moments when I started to cry once because of grief and once because of
happiness. I was not able to control it. There were dreams I could not
understand.
One time, Jozef
proposed to me to turn a question to his soul during the meditation. The
question was: Do I do everything right? During the dream,
I saw a blue room of crystal purity. In the middle of the room, there was a
silver column with a goblet on it. A man showed up in the dream and said that
everything is fine. From that time on, my personal experience with the spiritual
world began.
These are
some examples: I found out that person close to me was being in critical health
condition and was being hospitalized. That was an elderly person. I asked Jozef
for help. Two days after procedures I received from Jozef, the ill person I
mentioned before was conscious and aware, but she was still physically ill. The
same night, I met her spirit while I was dreaming and it told me: God bless
you. In the morning, I learned that she went back to the
spiritual world.
During my dream I saw the woman figure. After two weeks
I changed the apartment, and ironically, the owner of that new apartment
happened to be a woman from my dream. One day, I told myself: I do not deserve
the Holy Mother to appear in my dreams. The very same night I talked to the Holy
Mother.
I do not remember the manner of conversation but I remember that
I asked her a question at the end of that amazing dream. I asked her if that was
true that she once appeared on the slice of pizza. She answered that that it was
true. The revelation of Holly Mother on that slice of pizza was described in
newspapers as many different revelations which are generally disregarded by
people and church.
My friend
noticed big changes in my behavior. He asked what was going on with me. I told
him I quit all of my addictions. In one of my dreams I heard a voice and it
said, You drank because you were possessed. I offered that
friend, who also was addicted to alcohol, my help in finding the true way to
God. Unfortunately, he said that even
though he admires and envies me, he would not accept my help because he liked
the way it was.
Every time I meditate, I ask God for a lesson. One night
I heard the words the faith will heal you. One day, a friend called me at my home. We talked about John Paul
II. I explained to her that the only saints are God and the Holy Family.
The Pope is a creature of very high spiritual level and well-learned for
human kind and in that particular moment the electrical lamp in my room turned
on. The very same lamp turns itself on in
every significant event. Some time after my first meeting with Jozef I watched
the movie about the life of father Pio.
From that moment I am in
constant impression of that wonderful person. I found the description of his
work, the events that included him, and miracles which he performed. I am sure
that analyze if his life cause that few days ago I have a meeting with him in my
dream.
That is the description of
what happened: I was in the room that looked like a chamber of a monk. I sat
next to the wooden table and father Pio stood next to me. He wore light gown
with a hood, the very same he wore on Earth. He stood next to me having his head
lowered.
He had his arms spited on his back; he
was very said and worried. He talked about
his work on earth that me thought and gave people many proofs that God existed
and life after death as well as reincarnation. He said that he was on earth just
to show us how a good priest and monk should live and work. But he impacted with incomprehension and hostility of people and
mostly of representatives of the Catholic Church. The conversation ended with
fallowing words: everything was for nothing, people go toward
damnation.
For the next few days, I
felt physically woebegone; I was in a bad mood. During meditation I asked: What
is the reason of such condition? In my dream I heard: suffering is the best form
of lesson. I do everything I can not to be a part of what father Pio said in his
last sentence.
After my next
meeting with Jozef I had the following vision in my dream: I was in a place
where everything around was white, just like a fog. In one moment a man aged
around 55-59 years, appeared next to me. He was very energetic and wrapped up in
something. After a while he bends down and took something with his hand. In
that particular moment somebody told me: this is God.
I woke up with a
great mood and I felt very good, differently than usually. I looked at that
event with disdain, and after about two months I reported everything to Jozef.
He said that was true and that many of his students describes God the same way I
did.
For the first time I saw
myself standing in the fog in front of other person. That was white cloud
human-sized. Next time I was absorbed by the cloud. I felt extremely secure and
happy. At that time I heard: that is for loving your mother.
Thanks to Jozef’s lessons and meditation prepared
by him I found the source from which the truth is coming. I understood what
reincarnation is and why I am here, on earth.
Now I know why my life was
full of suffering, what it means to make up for all my deeds from the previous
incarnations, that the church is just a building and going there in itself do
not have any meaning. My Lord is my
teacher, and I do not need any proxy to contact him.
Now I know that
real life is happening in the spiritual world. And we have chance to raise the
level of our spirituality in every incarnation. I also know that our God sends
us teachers and it is up to us to listen and trust them until the very end. That
is why I dedicated the rest of my life to work on myself using presence of Jozef
on earth.
Bogdan P.
Chicago,
Illinois, U.S.A.
My
comment.
Bogdan could describe his
experiences in a big book. He has changed so much that his own family and
friends do not recognize him. I received words of gratitude from them for
helping him get up from that horrible depression he was in.
Bogdan in every incarnation is a chance to raise a
level of spirituality but also a big risk of making it even worse. I have met
many people in my life whose souls were in a better spiritual condition.
Unfortunately, their bodies yield under temptations and they collapsed. In the
description of
Active Spiritual Way, there are few examples like
that.Once, his ex-friend called me. She
was overwhelmed by how her friend has changed. However, even though she
witnessed many miracles and was even a part of some, she did not take advantage
of having a chance of making her life better.
There are thousand of such
cases. Fanatic devotees are not reformed. It's not possible to remake scooter
for a Mercedes. | |
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